'Good Friday, 1613, Riding Westward '
by John Donne
LET
man's soul be a sphere, and then, in this,
Th' intelligence
that moves, devotion is ;
And as the other spheres, by being
grown
Subject to foreign motion, lose their own,
And
being by others hurried every day,
Scarce in a year their
natural form obey ;
Pleasure or business, so, our souls admit
For their first mover, and are whirl'd by it.
Hence is't,
that I am carried towards the west,
This day, when my soul's
form bends to the East.
There I should see a Sun by rising
set,
And by that setting endless day beget.
But that Christ
on His cross did rise and fall,
Sin had eternally benighted all.
Yet
dare I almost be glad, I do not see
That spectacle of too much
weight for me.
Who sees Gods face, that is self-life, must die
;
What a death were it then to see God die ?
It made His
own lieutenant, Nature, shrink,
It made His footstool crack, and
the sun wink.
Could I behold those hands, which span the
poles
And tune all spheres at once, pierced with those holes
?
Could I behold that endless height, which is
Zenith to us
and our antipodes,
Humbled below us ? or that blood, which
is
The seat of all our soul's, if not of His,
Made dirt of
dust, or that flesh which was worn
By God for His apparel,
ragg'd and torn ?
If
on these things I durst not look, durst I
On His distressed
Mother cast mine eye,
Who was God's partner here, and furnish'd
thus
Half of that sacrifice which ransom'd us ?
Though
these things as I ride be from mine eye,
They're present yet
unto my memory,
For that looks towards them ; and Thou look'st
towards me,
O Saviour, as Thou hang'st upon the tree.
I
turn my back to thee but to receive
Corrections till Thy mercies
bid Thee leave.
O think me
worth Thine anger, punish me,
Burn off my rust, and my deformity
;
Restore Thine image, so much, by Thy grace,
That Thou
mayst know me, and I'll turn my face.
Source:Donne, John.
Poems of John Donne.
vol I., E. K. Chambers, ed., London: Lawrence & Bullen, 1896.
172-173.
Source:Donne,
John. Poems of John
Donne. vol I., E.
K. Chambers, ed., London: Lawrence & Bullen, 1896. 172-173.